I have done been on this for a while I have been really busy
lately I have been feeling down I don't feel like my self I have lost 3 of my best friend two of them feel out with me cause I was saying there boring but I did not mean it I was just sad and I have lots of mixed feelings going through my head that day and now were not friends and the another friend well it was my fault we fell out my mum said I was to stop hanging about with her cause she causes trouble but that's not true but I said to her I cant hang about with her anymore and now I don't know what to do since then I have not been my self I nearly stole from a shop I have not been tidy my room and I have not cleaned my rabbits cage out in about a month and that's not like me I tried to make up with 2 or them and they did not want to make up I have tried with he another one but she has not answered my texts I just feel o alone and my another two friends I think they have fell out with me cause they were saying I patched them when I never I just wanted to go back up the house and then they were calling me a stupid idiot I just feel like all my friends don't want to be friends with me anymore I just feel so alone I just need someone and I nearly done something that I promise my friends I would never do again I just feel like theres no one I can talk to anymore I just feel so alone I better stop here or I could go on for ages  I will probably do one tomorrow



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